if we don't make the best of things...then what? i'm not meant to be a miserable person.... I've tried...it's just not me =)

Driving home from MN on Saturday afternoon was hard hard harddddd.... I miss my MOm so much and really felt it right then.... I sobbed as I drove away, knowing that all my to-dos from here on out only can include her as a memory and i'm not ready for that....

I want a mom still..... I still have a MOm.... I guess, shes just somewhere else.